From now on Im going to forgive anyone thats ever hurt me.
Im going to kill with kindness:)
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Friday, November 26, 2010
Greetings all.
Im good, because I know what its like to fall down.
Im strong because I've been thrown on the ground.
Im pretty, because I know my flaws.
Im smart because I wont make the same mistakes again.
Hi, Im Shamberly Shea.
Nice to meet you :)
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
blank.
Have you ever felt like your so.. literally unconscionable, if that even makes since. I feel what I have to say doesnt matter. what I feel doesnt matter. that how I explain things no one listens. I get that Im little. that Im young, I understand I have a lot left to see of this world. but does that make me inconsequential to everything and everyone? Like my matters or views arent enough. Im tired of feelings like Ive lost everything in my whole, damn, life. I know I dont want to feel this ever again. How DARE. you lie to me, this whole year long. How DARE you trick me and making me doing things I will regret everyday of my life. How DARE you make me feel like it was all my fault. when ALL I did was love you. every day. every second. You may say it was highschool. But have you ever noticed the biggest loves and scars happened in this part of our life. yes, OUR life. You changed me. left marks I cant erase. I will forever know you and remember how you used to be. You know why?
Because you taught me how to love.
you taught me that I am going to make mistakes.
This is going to kill me.
But no matter what, I wont show no one.
Know why?
Because this is me.
and you signed right out of my life.
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Real only depends on Perception
Everyday someone finds something they want or need
right?
well how about we take a journey in what simplyshea wants.
kaykaythanks
and Limewire to come back alive!
ughhh, why did it have to be so dang illegal..
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Strenuous Behavior
So my personal goal of the day is to say atleast one nice comment on everyone I follows blog.
So Look out!(:
<3
Thursday, November 18, 2010
I tend to think before I speak NOT.
I tend to be going on a little picture-vay moment right now (everyday..) to explain my thoughts through these lovely beautys..
I say this one every living day..
I know some are about love..
some are about life and how people view you, and honestly a lot period are about love.
But to me love in general is the most important thing out there.
<3
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Wishful thinking
Since this is what I call my "blogger diary" and I want to look back at my thoughts and memories. I figured I should leave some random amazingness throughout my day that made me smile<3
Ive noticed, even though I used to hate pink. I adore it right now.
I want a pink blackberry!
nowww. continuing..
- haley and wilson at the table and they never do anysort whatsoever of PDA, not even hand holding.
They were arguing over something and she was waving her arms around and he ever so slightly grabbed her hand. I was so proud! I felt like a soccer mom.
- Kea$ha told me that miss whore face was hitting on my man. MAJOR. and he completely ignored her:) hah! take that skannnnka!
-Having a blast having a conversation about this guy that is hecticly making me mad with two girls I never really talked too before. New friends!
Im going to learn how to learn how to wrestle soon! hah that boysss.
Theres been bad parts of my day.. but right now Im just looking to the sky<3
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Sparks flying, dont run!
I have a few..(gazillion) songs in my head.
"meet me in the pouring rain. kiss me on the sidewalk, talk away the pain. Cause' I seen sparks fly. when I seen you smile<3"
"Collecting your jar of hearts, running around leaving scars, your gonna catch a cold, from the eyes inside your soul."
"Dear john, I see it all now that your gone, Dont you know I was too young to be messed with? that girl in the dress cried the whole way home.---Maybe it was my blind optimism to blame, maybe it was your cruel way to make love and take it away, and you'll add my name to the long list of traitors who don't understand, and I'll regret ignoring those who said run as fast as you can."
"She moves her body like cyclone! and it makes me wanna do it all night long!"
"Cause I feel like a hero, and you my heroine..Don't you know your love is the sweetest sin?"
"Cause jersey just got colder and I'll have you know I'm scared to death that everything you said was just a lie till you left."
"If i'm a bad person, you don't like me.I guess i'll make my own way.It's a circle, a mean cycle. I can't excite you anymore. Where's your gavel? your jury? What's my offense this time? You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me. Well sentence me to another life."
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Crying doesnt help..
So im slightly going to be MIA for a while..
Ive lost my best friend, my boyfriend, love of my life. for stupid reasons.
So im going to be going through some things for a while..
Hope everyone understands, and hope you guys have a great few weeks:)
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
I.Love.this.Kid
Please spare a few moments and read this crazy hilarious wall chat Im having with this kid that I know, but never really talked too before :
Checkkkk, it out!
Zak I saw you in the lunchline today. So, hi lol
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