This would last forever, but that was a past life.

Do you SEE his muscle.

Yeahh, hes a keeper ;D

John.

I dont understand Insecurity.

Not in the least bit. It sneaks up on you like a random bug bite. you keep scratching and scratching but it never quite goes away.

If we are all supposed to feel loved and treasured under Gods hands, then how come it can't last longer? Im not saying be all ego headed about it. However I dont get why cant you feel good just for who you are, just for a little bit?

For once. I would love to just love myself.

-Shea

Moss grows on trees, Mccoxs grow on weeds :)

&&^ I would like you to meet my best friend in this universe,

her names kristen :)

She knows how to make me smile when im crying

and pee on myself when she catchs me lying.

^? yes, I know. weird.

Let me just give you a catchup on our friendship..

my tampon stealing, 4 or 5,6th cousin that we can never seem to figure that out, bad ass cutting t-shirts, farting all the time in my car, kicking "ducky-chipmunks" ass, keying trucks, "oh nahh you didnt", sweet caring, twinkie loving, french speaking, country hick, screamo listening, grillz, rape running, playground stalkers, k3 killers, bitch slappers, hoe trampers, fire jackets, 'dont let my flower wilt', hooker in training, vampire diaries, spoon me!, gorilla cards, older-sister, my soul sister.

My best. friend. :)

I love youuuu!<3

Time for what I call a : Moment :)

High school goes by in one flashing moment.

you wake up one moment starting as a little freshman into a brand new scene. To walking to halls knowing just about everyone

(yes, that explains how tiny our school is. what do you expect for the mountains?)

Now, going through some of the turmoil I just went, and realized how strong life makes you, it makes me also realize how much people change!

Looking back, wow. is the only way I can possibly word it.

Shy, miss innocent to now a whole brand new prospective on life<3

love it!

Heres some things that have changed;

) I have a brand new appreciation for country music, JASON ALDEAN!<333

) I realize smiling at your enemys literally kills them with kindness.

) Boys will come and go, but your friends will help you kick their ass :)

) I realized what I want to become. no if an's or butts.

) I LOVE supercross! but im still ghetto girl at heart ;)

) Im getting back into my art, thank you GOD!

) my view on God has changed quite some. but only for the stronger.

) Im done trying to please people, love me for me. scuse' me but piss on you if you dont like me.

Things that are absolutely the same;

) I still think guys just want one thing.

) I still cuss like a freight train

) I still a awkward teenage girl, going through life with one hand on my head and the other on my heart, afraid that they're about to get out of control.