Saturday, July 31, 2010

Have I never...

Have I never been so dissapointed in myself.
giving up on everything I said I would never be, or do.
trying to make it go away with a few happy prayers.
what the hell's wrong with me?
From this day forward, this is going to change. 
I'm keeping my promices and morals.
I'm not changing for no body.
if you dont like me? go suck a big one. im threw with this and this feeling.

done-a, fent-o!

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

back tracking CODE; summer


At the beginning of summer I made a list..
time to do some checking off on it!
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I want to do 20 things before summer ends,
and i will be a superhero and do all of these! :)
[ones in red Ive done, black still have to do]
  • 1-go on a camping trip with friends-have a bonfire!- with guys included
  • 2-go on a complete awesome road trip with just a friend and the car
  • 3-find a super amazing summer job [come onnn berks!]
  • 4-have a suger rush night with someone
  • 5-go oreo chalk 'someones car' mwahah
  • 6-go back to riding horses again(:
  • 7-completely pay back my mom for my car
  • 8-buy a new car radio, blue nail polish, and hollister beach bag
  • 9-work up the courage to talk to a old friend
  • 10-lose 10 more pounds
  • 11-get more community service! ahh
  • 12-ride with gummy worm in his new truck
  • 13-learn how to fricking fish
  • 14-not be so shy around new people, be myself :)
  • 15-go with beca to florida and have the time of my life! wooo yes!
  • 16-learn how to go muddin'
  • 17-go back to olive garden yummmma
  • 18-learn how to play guitar
  • 19-put up pictures from this year on the section of 'the wall' and redecorate my room
  • 20.be happy, and make this the best summer yet!:)
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feel like i've accomplished a bit ;)
here's random pieces here and there of this summer, pictures, songs, quotes, you name it.


www.fanfiction/theunaccompaniedsoul.com <---please read! its beautiful<3

the fair was great, love the zipper!
whoooshie!
love him!

pleasssse let these last few weeks of summer be good ones!

Monday, July 19, 2010

Sunshine state! < 3

A few days ago I said I was going to talk about the Florida trip..
well obv. I never did.
SOO..here we go shall we :)

One thing I should start with is that I have never been to Florida before..
ever.
seriously.
isn't that wrong? well this is why I took pictures of everything, so please bear with me :)
first thing I seen in Florida, and I already thought it was completely beautiful
I went with my boyfriends stepmom and sister,  Beca. We were supposed to leave at 7 on wednesday to head out. welll..there always late on the go. so we ended up leaving at 9. took us 12 hours to get there. with a lot of pit stops, no lie.
When he first hit the Florida line ^, we stopped at the heeuggge welcome center that even gives you 'amazing florida state orange juice'.
yummmm.
We stayed at jennifers(stepmoms) moms house. lets just say me and beca pigged out on pumpkin pie :p
one thing I love about there. you can eat what you want, high calorie whatever, and you automatically burn it off since its so hot.
my kind of placeeeeeeeeee! fer shure.


Before we got to her moms house though we stopped at where Beca used to live.
There house was the nicest one. I swear it was a wee bit ghetto-y. but really cool in the same instance
This is the road beside her house, and a little bit of miss Beca haha.

Next day we went to Clearwater beach. Can I just say most beautiful beach..EVER!
you would have thought I would have taken a picture of the beach? No. bahah
I was having fun with tanning and dealing with tan boy flirting ;D
^couldnt resist :)

I can also say I had a strawberry smoothie on the beach, helllo lovely
(I bet you can start to see, I love it there)
Candi (Ryans other half sister) came to take pictures of Rachel (Becas real sister) since shes pregnant. and the whole reason for the Florida trip. She was having her baby shower down there. 

3rd day- was busch gardens!
I bet I sweated off 5 pounds im telling you. 
roller coaster!
Freaking hippppppppppppo!
We were literally 2 feet from a lion, it was so adorable! sleepy sleepy.
While we were there we got Henna tattoos, I seriously love mine, and want a real one of it one day.
It was on my lower back, and Beca got a diamond type one. Love em'!

Next day (Saterday) was the big day of the baby shower. A lot of drama happened. :/ but whatever. 
It's a lot of complicated stuff. Not something for here of course.
And that Sunday we headed back.
That was the big stuff planned but heres the little stuff I loved :)
Everynight on abc family was a harrypotter movie a night. Hellllo! thankyou! so we would all pile up, get pumpkin pie, and go to town.

Everynight I would talk to Ryan on the phone for a hour, it's crazy how just a few days could make me miss him so much. Throughout the day he would leave cute little voicemails. 
Ilovehim:)

Here's some other pictures throughout the days;;
This is my hair freaking out because of the heat..i missed straighteners. :(

So pretty much i absolutely loved Florida. I cant wait to back this Saterday with Ryan! I get to meet his mom, and boyyy, I'm nervous. Hopefully she won't think I'm a frizzy haired freak :)
-shea xoxo.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Orange juice state

Updateeee!
I'm finally home!
For the past 5 days, 4 nights I have been in Florida with my boyfrans sister and mama.
I get to go back in 2 weeks to meet his mom.
I can't wait to go back, I absolutly love it there :)
I'll put pictures up tomorrow!
-Shea

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Daredevil killer

Please pray for my boyfriend and his family right now,
yesterday night he got a concussion, and he's not snapping out of it.
He repeats the same thing every minute, and its getting worse.
The doctor did a scan and said his brain isn't internally damaged, but that doesn't mean things
will be guaranteed to go right.

So please keep them in your thoughts and prayers.
and because of this I won't be on for a while.
So I hope everyones fourth of July's fantastic.
thanks;
xoxo -Shea

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Shake rattle and roooooll

I seriously feel this is the first time I've sit down and relax in forever!
I've been working like 24/7,
the oddest hours ever! and im sooo tired.
Tomorrows the 4th and guess what..I work..again, fml.
but afterwards im heading to watch fireworks with the boyy :)
and tonight were having like a game night..I guess you could call it? well it sounds fun,
haha were going to funworld. pretty much the biggest entertainment you can get around here.
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loveee DDS :)
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Hope everyone has a fantastic fourth!

Eclipse was the shit! I became a team Riley fan,
ferrrr shure. (hearrrrrrrrt)
Robert-I adore you. Taylor?- please keep your shirt off.
Riley?-Rape.You.
that is all ;)

And finally, I am so superly and ready for Florida! this Wednesday we head off, and come back Sunday.
Hello warm, tan, beach, fun, party!
and on the 24th..I go back, again :)
Im excited, but that one will be interesting, im up for it!
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isn't this the darndest cutest thing? 


Is your summer going good?