Bury me in a bed of roses

day 27- why are you doing this 30 day challenge?

Pretty much to try and get to know me better. lately all it seems like is that ive been losing myself.

Honet to god. im tired of this shit.

This song right here is beautiful. it explains life in itself. take a look

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song 
oh oh oh oh 

Lord make me a rainbow, I’ll shine down on my mother
She'll know I’m safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no 
ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well 
I’ve had just enough time

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song 

The sharp knife of a short life, well 
I’ve had just enough time

And I’ll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom
I’m as green as the ring on my little cold finger
I’ve never known the lovin' of a man 
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand
There’s a boy here in town says he’ll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life, well 
I’ve had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls
What I never did is done
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A penny for my thoughts, oh no I’ll sell them for a dollar 
They're worth so much more after I’m a goner
And maybe then you’ll hear the words I been singin’ 
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin’

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song 
oh oh 


The ballad of a dove 
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep ‘em in your pocket
Save them for a time when your really gonna need 'em oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well 
I’ve had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls

<3

Lord all I can ask of you is please help me make the right decision thats coming up.

I cannot go through this all alone. I need you.

Life gets hard

day 16- another picture of yourself
day 17- someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
day 18- plans/dreams/goals you have
day 19- nicknames you have and why you have them
day 20- someone you see yourself marrying or being with in the future
I made a boo-boo and forgot when I recapped the days the other day..to do the challenge of that day :p that all just confused me. so I totally understand if no one else didnt get that. hah
and then work, dealing with leaving a team, school work all caught up on me, so I went MIA. AGAIN. :/
Lets fix that.

day 16- another picture of yourself

day 17- someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why

I never really think about this..but if I had to choose someone, I guess vanessa hudgens. just because she gets zac efron ;D orrr whoevers dating taylor lautner. id be perfectly peachy keen with that too ;)

day 18- plans/dreams/goals you have

Hmmmm..I would have to say a big one I have is going to Florida college in Jacksonville to stufy psychology and social work. Or just get in college period, ha. 

Find someone I really care about, and them care about me. allll of those type of things.

Keep up with old friends, and make new ones along the way. 

Pretty much; just make a life for myself, without having to depend on others.

there we go :)

day 19- nicknames you have and why you have them

This will be a long one!

My first and middle name is Shamberly Shea --->

Shea Shea

Shamrock-from "the" first guy 3-3 years ago.

Shea butter- from him^ and jesse lane this  year 

gummy bear- ryan<3 and he's my gummy worm

penguin- I dont even know. I just know im called penguin and ryans called giraffe

shorty- I think that one explains itself :p

goober, ding dong. - I dont know.

day 20- someone you see yourself marrying or being with in the future

Uhm. Im 16. not 25. So someone I might want to be with right now next year I might not even be dating..sooo I would say being with in the future Ryan, but would I wanna get my hopes up then bye bye? nah thanks.

S.S Challenge.

Ive really failed on this one. but im still keeping at it. :)

I do this all the time, I try to stay in comfort zone, when I could be doing so much more if just taking risks with things Im not used too

Lordddd. life keeps getting harder and harder.

please help!

Beauty in words

I feel like I'm slowly but surely dwindling on this because of the hecticness going on right now.
But im not giving up, I'm promising myself that. Just lifes catching up to me.
30 day Challengeee;

day 8- short term goals for this month and why

Here we go shall we::

-Just R.E.L.A.X school may have just started again, but work, sports that, and boyfriend and friends can take a breather a bit.

-Work hard on staying on my homework and not getting behind...again

-learn more information out on colleges a the P word.

-Be a better person. Seriously.

:)

S.S Challengeee;

I think this is pretty self-explanatory, Oui?

-Shea<3

Sunlight in the dark :)

I know i post a lot about inspiration

and trying to be happy, and happy quotes.

Its because lately all I hear anymore is either someones on top of the world

or litterly in a pit of hell.

So, i kinda want to take a post a week or so and put happy, inspirational things.

whether it be quotes, images, music, you name it!

[[ive officially became a fan of weheartit.com, so you will be seeing it quite a lot ;)]]

Here we go! [[warning, image heavy :)]]

^I absolutely adore this!

"Look at you. You're young. And you're scared. Why are you so scared?

Stop being paralyzed. Stop swallowing your words. Stop caring what

other people think. Wear what you want. Say what you want. Listen to

the music you was to listen to. Play is loud as fuck and dance to it. Go

out for a drive at midnight and forget that you have school the next day.

Stop waiting for Friday. Live now. Do it now. Take risks. Tell secrets.

This life is yours. When are you going to realize that you can do whatever

you want?"

This song gets to me everytime, i literally put it on repeat 24/7

this one just speaks for itself.

Pret-tttttty. :D

hope no one minds, this is my little piece of happiness :)

BAD picture of me, my face at the angle looks suqishy like a chipmunk, bahaha

but he was freaking out because of the sun.

i died.

*period*

-Shea

what makes you smile?

show me what your working with!

Hey guys!

It's almost the end of April, so uber close to getting summer

Heck.Freaking.Yes!

In celebration of this I found some awesome cutsey art-photography.

Enjoy :)

Elle est tres jolie, et belle;

This is ALL done by chalk..

I am seriously amazed.

This screams America to me

-don't worry, be happy!

Wednesday quote of the day;

"no matter how i feel it's always true,

that the only thing that makes me smile is you."

-Shea