Hello new day

I know shocker! 2 posts in one day! :O!

I'm restarting my self. Reinventing me.

No. not losing the old one, just making a more refined, proud of "me" person.

I'm going to have some goals, and I'm going to stick with them

-Not being so hard on myself

-Take chances and risks

- Help and listen to everyone

- lose 10 pounds, and freaking keep it off.

-get healthier and work out more.

- re-do living space. very needed

-And most importantly...

Take life day by day. Enjoy it.

so here we go..

into this new journey. 

I'm excited :)

In my mind..

There is quite a few things just randomly rolling around in my head,

so im going to get them out of there and onto here :)

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Oh why Photobucket do you have to be a pain in the arse and not upload pictures right anymore?

Yes, that makes me quite mad actually.

so, I think you should get this fixed?

kthanks:)

Also, I love how once their is a new person at work, everyone knows about her.

I mean everyone. bahaha. My guy walked into there and overheard some guy I've not met yet talking about me.

creepy. oh well, nice to meet you mister anonymous :)

pea-sss -> Hi Avery! :D

Does anyone notice that John Mayer's songs he just repeats his lyrics over..and ova?

Take all of your wasted honor.
Every little past frustration.
Take all of your so called problems,
Better put 'em in quotations.

Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say

Say what you need to say

Say what you need to say

Say what you need to say

Say what you need to say

Say what you need to say

Say what you need to say

Walkin' like a one man army,
Fightin' with the shadows in your head.
Livin' up the same old moment
Knowin' you'd be better off instead

If you could only...Say what you need to say

Say what you need to say

Say what you need to say

Say what you need to say

Say what you need to say

Say what you need to say

Say what you need to say

Say what you need to say

...I think i proved my point

I also feel like im missing a part of life because of this;

Yes, I have never had fro-yo. :(

I have had the little yogurt things at the mall, but never fro-yo fro-yo.

I have a missing piece now I need to fill!

Girls on the 16 and pregnant saying how they thought they wouldn't get prego as long as the guy pulled out quick enough?

uhm, I would love to slap you. I'm your age and I'm not that stupid.

Hope you love having a babyyy!

3 more days until Eclipse!

ahhhh! < 3

weheartit.com <---- I seriously love you. deeply in love.

You make my day

Mayday Parade-one of my favorite bands.

Hope you have a beautiful amazing Saterday!

your next golden arch visit? you might see my face

Im officially a noob.

yes my friends, im working at mcdonalds, and im lovin' it.

and no, im not putting this on here just to show my face

im trying to show how freaking big the shirt is! its like a dress, it goes to my knees. bahaha

Pros?:

Money, duhness.

best people i have ever worked with? checcccck!

half off prices?-

mocha frappes half price? i shall rape you big lots

kthanks :)

rush of always being on your toes and staying busy-> my thing

Cons?:

the uniforms...yeah can i just say KILL ME.

they give you guy pants..when your a girl, what im saying is, I may have a butt. but im 16, i do not fit into 29's in gosh knows what. the crotch went to my knees. 

In the words of my manager "I think we have a problem" ahaha, i think so. :p

The economy is bad, I dont think anyone can sugar coat it. so in my county there are no jobs, so i have to drive a total of 4o minutes there and back just to make 7 something a hour.

yeah, good bye gas.

My new little asian friend/trainee? ummm..he takes his job more seriously than the managers, and he gets mad when you dont put the cups on the tray like so with the arch.

scuse' me, please forgive me asian friend.

and finally, and my biggest sad one of all. it keeps me farther and less time with the boy.

:/ not a happy camper. but ill get over it

butttt...

I still love it :)

I think i'm really going to like it there, and I hope so, the second days are always harder on me

so i'm going to be praying like a freight train haha.

Has anyone else ever worked at mcdonalds?

and if you have did you have guy pants? :p

M.a.r.r.y.i.n.g 16 year style

Everyone imagines their dream wedding..(yes, even hobos)

and a lot of times lets be honest, it NEVER turns out that way.

Truthfully the ones that are just going with the moment and don't try to be perfect are the really beautiful ones

the mistakes are what makes them memorable.

ANNNYWAYS, before I start to go in a rant/thing. This would be what I would love for mine :)

I would kill over for a beach wedding, like seriously fall over. Were the bride walks down between green grass, but then at the end is on the sand. perfect.

Anymore all I hear about is themes for weddings.

Honestly I've never really been into that..I think of it as just making it what the both of you want, make it beautiful, and go with it. But anymore I have seen sooooo many cute themes that if I had to choose one for mine I would defiantly choose Carnival theme :) (Not for the wedding, but say for the reception)

Not the weird clowns and what not, ewh. I just mean the fun colors and stripes and candy and its crazy! and carnival rides can represent highs and lows, but the highs are the best of it :)

That's if you get technical like me though, bahah.

I would get cutsey with the food;

^perfection for carnival theme

Fondue! 

Tons of sweet little sweets.

And of course the guy would choose the type of food he wants

Which is honestly probably about anything and everything.

Lets not forget about flowers-

for the brides flowers I would want blue and white. <--yeah i know its not white :p

I wouldn't control what the groom wanted, I personally think it should all be equal.

Just please God, let him want a black tux, whites are...different?

strapless white dress for the bride.

And below this for the bridesmaids :)

And last but defiantly not least

is a bunch of colorful balloons

personal reason behind this one ;D

Thanks for letting me share! 

What's your perfect wedding?

-shea

Pink elephant in the room

Ever had a song that just speaks to you and describes a lot for you?

Well today, Kris Allens song the truth is exactly what was needed.

Lyin' next to you

Wishing I could disappear...

Let you fall asleep

And vanish out into thin air..

It's the elephant in the room

And we pretend that we don't see it.

It's the avalanche that looms above our heads.

And we don't believe it.

Tryin' to be perfect

Tryin' not to let you down...

Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now...

while the floors underneath our feet are crumbling

The walls we built together tumblin'

I still stand here holdin' up the roof

Cause it's easier than telling the truth.

I still keep your photographs

I remember how we used to laugh

I can keep on losin' sleep

If you're okay with being torn in half.

It's the elephant in the room

And we pretend that we don't see it.

It's an avalanche that looms above our heads

But we don't believe it.

Tryin' to be perfect, tryin' not to let you down...

Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now...

While the floors underneath our feet are crumblin'

The walls we built together tumblin'

I still stand here holdin' up the roof

Cause it's easier than telling the truth.

Stop ignoring that our hearts are mourning

And let the rain come in.

Stop pretending that it's not ending

And let the end begin.

Oh yeah...

Tryin' to be perfect, tryin' not to let you down...

Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now...

While the floors underneath our feet are crumblin'

The walls we built together tumblin'

I still stand here holdin' up the roof

Cause it's easier than telling the truth.

It's easier than telling the truth...

Inspiration Saterday

Here comes my inspiration(s) of today :)

hope you enjoy! leave comments on which one you love most.

I know what your thinking..

what the heck is Shamberly?!

thats my first name, not some strawberry milkshake or flower.

but its in disney font! LOVE!

If I could marry anyone, I would say I would choose him^

or chase coy le sighhh..

French class-I'll miss you dearly. just not your homework

-------------------> mylifeisaverage.com

hugely MEGA amazing. please do yourself a favor and get your tush on this website. pronto

Hope you lovelys have a great day :)

what were you thinking?

There are just some things I do not understand..

say for example how the earth rotates

...

or how they lied to us about the oil spill

...

even about how if your fat, your made fun of. but if you are too skinny you still need to lose weight

...

possibly even wondering how in the world do giraffes not get neck cramps..

But there are some things that I REALLY just don't get.

2 things really...

1) How the VP will choose favorites, and if you aren't his favorite.

your in trouble-period. no matter what.

and everyone knows this, but no one ever stands up for it.

fjhenfhgnefhenbfhbewhgbnehjngwhnhwebghw!

It's fucking wrongggg.

oh well. I hope when you go do your thing sunday nights, God hits you with a stick.

Hard.

2) Senior prank.

yeahhh those are supposed to be funny.

obviously our senior class is whacked in the head.

They put animal poop allll in the school. Like trashed it bad. Now they take weed killer and put class of '10 on the football field. and it'll take a year for it to go away, and cause in total like 3,000 dollars of damage.

.................whatthehell?

seriously? Now not only are they going to jail. There not walking at graduation and they all lost their scholarships

(this only counting to the ones who did it. not the whole senior class)

Golly geeze. was it really worth it?

OOOOOh well. Hope they had fun doing it :) because now your buttocks are in jail.

SHABAMMMM!

has anyone else had a nuts day?

The circle of life! and it moves us alllll.

Today I had the best feeling. Actually 2.5 seconds ago

and it all of a sudden happened during watching thats 70's show

(just that sentence should be a sign I need sleep..ASAP.)

Neways; it was just a feeling of loving life. its nuts.

So while I watch Dona throw herself at Erik. I will leave you with this :)

-Love one another

stop. breathe, and take a moment.

you only get one life to live, but if you live it to the fullest, ones all you'll need.

-shea